Lamai stared quietly down at the inked parchment that sat upon the tabletop in front of her. Even as the quill had been set back into the inkwell, the colored liquid had dried upon the paper in a most permanent fashion. True, she didn't have to send it..
.. just like every other time.
Unlike every other time, the parchment would be in the hands of a most trusted pageboy, sealed with wax pressed in the shape of a crowned feather.
Dearest Altias,
Forgive my inability to do this in person; I fear that if I should see you, my resolve to follow through with my decision will crumble.
I am going home.
I have given it a great deal of thought, and in that thought, I have come to a decision. My daughter is nearly five years old, and half of that time has been spent without me. That, atop with the endless disasters Myrken will inevitably face, and the fact that Ariane will never like me, has given me no reason to stay.
I am in the way. No matter of convincing will tell me otherwise; I can feel otherwise.
But I wish you to be warned. Thadius Dhrin wants Ariane. He told me such at the lake during our first meeting. The second meeting, I caught him swimming, and there was severe scarring underneath his skin. I healed him of that, and he brought me back and put me to bed. I swear to you that nothing else happened, just in case that is why you were so angry with me.
I have left your pageboy instructions on where to send missives if you wish to keep in touch, but please don't ask me to return. You know I will, even if it is not good for me.
All my love,
Lamai Carver
