Bea Kanaya's eyes, spilled upon the grass; gentle, dead, ruined. And she hadn't meant to do it, this fallen swordswoman, but the dreaming world holds ten thousand lessons for Agnieszka Kaczmarek tonight, and this is one of them: that the definition of death is
finality. There are no take-backs, here: Bea would not rise again, if that knife had found her heart instead of her face; Ariane will not rise again once Agnieszka puts an end to
her.
And that happens very swiftly indeed.
The mask is torn from her face as if the act were a vengeance, and that is the last glimpse of Bea Kanaya that Ariane will ever know -- for the serene echo of that woman had already begun to fade, but when the mask splinters against a tree trunk, it dissipates utterly. In a sane world, this might have given little Jozef pause -- and perhaps his sister, as well -- but there is nothing but madness here, and the boy talks of sin, the boy proposes to
make things right. 'Start with my sister's death,' Ariane might have demanded, 'and go on from there,' -- but she is beyond words, and this... this is a
child. Even a blind man would know that, for '
You're not to kill yourself,' he says, with all a child's naivety, never once understand that killing is what these knives are
for. This one will sheathe itself in Bea's heart because it
must, or in Ariane's throat if her will is good, or in Jozef's if he insists on placing himself between them --
So here is a second lesson for Agnieszka, who's saved them all from
that atrocity, as well: that sometimes the one with the sword will decide who lives, who dies.
It had already begun, by the time that Agnieszka snatched that knife from her shaking hand. The girl will find her target outlined in thin, wavering lines, bloody but superficial; Ariane had dragged that keen edge fully halfway across her throat, but her strength had been spent on the fight, not the suicide, and the wounds are trivial.
What Agnieszka does next is
not.
Did she imagine how it would look? Was there
time to imagine? This girl was born to a farmer's life, after all, and the practical brutalities of its springtime slaughters might have prepared her for this: the way that shock tears the woman's mouth open; the way that steel in the throat keeps it from producing even the most strangled of sounds; the way those grey eyes
stare. They are very intent, those eyes; amazed and intent, as if she imagined there might be some way to survive this; as if the fact of her own death was somehow
surprising. A hand gropes stiff-fingered towards the knife; the eyes fix on some point directly before her -- something that is
not Agnieszka; frowning and wide, they fix, jaw twitching as if she were actually capable of shaping words, of producing any sound at all.
And if there were any doubt to that, the twist of that blade puts a swift, savage end to it. Third lesson for Agnieszka Kaczmarek: make your decision, follow it through -- swiftly; absolutely; with finality.
Make no mistake: there'd been a great deal of blood, before now. It had spilled warm and bountiful from that wound, a gentle cascade that smothered the blade and soaked Ariane's shirt, each ounce of it killing her a little more surely -- but the twist of that knife has it gouting forth, has it bubbling in the back of her savaged throat. She stiffens as if clubbed; she topples directly after, as the numb chill which had begun in her extremities of a sudden rushes to claim the whole of her body. And there is time enough for this --
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a last glimpse of sunset skies, crimson and violet and endless;
the scent of snow and lightning and pine;
the rustle of thin paper, as delicately folded cranes flock distantly for the ruddy skies;
the taste of your blood upon her lips, now as then;
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-- before it makes a corpse of her. Like all the world around her, she becomes quiet, then; like all the world, very still.
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What wakes, of course, is another matter entirely. There is a tumbling from bloodied bedding; there is a groping of hands at her throat, where fingers expect to discover ruin. There is a great deal of pain, not all of it physical.
And there is a woman who must think long and hard, before letting that mask continue its residence at her hip. Who must do quick, ugly work with her own torn sheets, before taking up her sword and limping for the door. There is visiting to do, you see, because that dream had seemed extraordinarily real to her -- and the names inked into her flesh had confirmed that. From palm to elbow, they'd confirmed that, so that she has rediscovered the purpose that Trilby'd once accused her of losing. Hard out that door and onto the streets, because tonight...
Tonight is for reckonings.