There is only so much you can take, before whatever heart is left in you bursts, having taken too much, having cared too much, having seen too much --
"Learning! Freedom! Look into the eyes of Zayken Perfect, stranger, and show him a *book!* What happened? Myrken happened. If you can't handle it, Ariane is wasting her time on you!"
... when you hear the news tomorrow, Ignas Demonsbane, what will you think of first? A girl's tears? A sister's heart, a brother's desire to help? Noble sacrifice? Brutal murder? Too much, just too much, after years and years? Your own involvement in this horrific loss of life? Or will you not make the connection at all, knowing nothing, as it will, about Jan Baker or even where Agnieszka Kaczmarek lived?
"You all are just so angry, you listen to nothing!"
"Peasants."
"You are Myrken? Myrken! MYRKEN! You are none of those!"
"I was born here. I have starved here. And when you learn respect for th' pain we've gone through, I'll talk to you again. You - *you* are just like the rest of them, just like -- all of them, who treat us like dirt, who grind us into *dust*, you refuse to see us as *human beings* --"
Jan Baker didn't have a chance. He was taken from behind, stabbed with a knife next to his spine; spun around, then, and slashed across the throat. Any good Constable could figure it out; this was the work of someone who knew human movement and knew the power of a blade. That's really the only evidence, here, a kitchen knife used and discarded to the side. He stumbled back, then, probably saw the face of his attacker; because, then, there'd be a nasty gut-wound, where the knife hit and twisted, and that, you see, was the end of farmer Baker, owner of thirty-eight indentured foreigners, minor lord, food-hoarder, despot --
"So we're supposed to slaver for charity! --"
They'll find him in the kitchen next morning. Blood everywhere. A man without an enemy, they'd say, as the Constables take him out. A good man, a good farmer.
A good man.
A good man?
"You could kill the farmer that owns your family. You have the skill. You do not. In fact, you once took offense when I said you'd make a good criminal. Therefore, you must value yourself...or God, or your honor above your family's freedom. That is your decision. Live with it. Now leave. This argument sets a bad example for the children."
"There is nothing above my family's freedom --"
A dead man.
"Take care of your own brats..."