Suffer me to cherish you
Till the dawn is in the sky...
Hours had slipped away to the throb of her sluggish heart. Wine had quietened a mind which had threatened panic, tea soothing a throat burned ragged by her own cries. It was fatigue of the flesh to which she finally succumbed, her mind still racing with the ramifications of that night; with fear. "My Nightingale," he'd said. "My little wren." Offering everything, demanding nothing, and she'd been left with the sense of a debt yet unpaid.
Her sleep had been restless. Gripped by the unknown, she'd struggled and fought against her sheets.
The next day had followed with little change. Behind her eyelids was seared the memory of Kylerryth's flawless features, his monstrous beauty that had been nothing short of Perfect. It was a word she and her sister had come to fear, years ago. And what of Quincy herself? Quincy who'd almost clawed the eye from her head, Quincy who'd fought with that collar, with metal that had glowed as if it were molten, livid with life --
But this was nothing but speculation. In the absence of fact, of certainty, she'd been left with little but that: for the first time in years, Ariane Emory had given herself over to disquieted brooding. Her mind had grasped at scraps of recollection, had indulged in baseless assumption, in alarmed guesses. She had, briefly, wished to have been born something other than atheist, so that she might pray blessings and hope upon a Bromn who'd stirred only briefly, weakly, during the violence which had befallen the Rememdium.
All these things had come and gone in the first hours of the morning's light. That had been the length of her necessary wait, for a woman eager to bruise and maim and butcher -- and prevented by such things by the oppressive darkness, by the need to wait yet longer. Four days, Dhrin had said. Or one, if they make haste.
For that much longer, he is permitted to live. And so, fool woman, is she.
It was to this end that she'd spent the morning's palest hours preparing. Supplies, folded garments; the necessary things for a journey of indeterminate length. A question for the pretty barkeep who'd served her that morning -- and a satisfactory answer, one which ensured that it was the correct door upon which she hammered now. Dhrin is her aim, Dhrin who guards his remedies so jealously, Dhrin who will lead her to their source, Dhrin of the malachite eyes -- a fine foil to the blazing emerald of Kylerryth, the gentle violet of Bromn. A woman could almost regret the oath that she'd sworn to that Governor so many months before. But perhaps she could also take some pride in its fulfillment.
...Whether I be false or true,
Death comes in a day or two.
Courtesy of Edna St. Vincent Millay's "Mariposa".
