by Greets » Sat Feb 09, 2013 7:47 am
Greets stands and pads over to Kacela. She tilts her head down and reaches forward to touch her forehead to the sitting woman’s in a gesture uniquely feline.
~The feeling of soft, safe mother is shared which progresses to the first things a cub with newly opened eyes sees - the rusty orange coat of the soft, safe mother and black bars. This is replaced by images and feelings of fear as soft, safe mother is taken and the cold, heavy **Hated** collar is roughly placed around her neck. Unhappy kitten cries fall on deaf ears as the only safe she has known is harshly pulled and prodded away. The copper scent of blood tints the air. Cold and alone. Hungry too. Refusal to eat the foul smelling garbage HE offers. The pain of her first beating and then dejection as, starving, she finally eats what he leaves in the cage for her. Always hungry, always alone. Leering and sometimes frightened faces staring at her from above. HIM laughing, the sounds he makes harsh like broken glass. The feel of the iron collar biting into her neck, the bars of the cage beneath her paws and the bruises they left when the seas turned rough, the closed up stench of the hold, the rancid, rotting meat HE tried to give her, the gawking sailors who amused themselves “teasing” her as she lied weak, tired, hungry and in pain in the too small cage. Rage, screams, pain, the hot taste of copper blood. Claws rending, teeth tearing. Finality. Now cold. Air cold enough to still be cold once breathed inside, cold hard ground. The smells of wolf. Pain still, neck and shoulder. Warmth and the smell of hay and horses, fear and great pain, pain all over. Welcome for an end to this. An image of Gloria, and then Blake. The flash of a sword blade and blackness. Healing pain, not just pain for pains sake. Janessa. Her own human paws seen from her perspective.~
Greets chuffs, still touching Kacela and in no way threatening. ::What is done is done and cannot be undone. I do not like remembering. I know only that before I came here, I was ~the image of her own rusty red coat~ Now I am here I am more. Most do not talk like this. They use words I do not know. I learned the ~the sounds of the harsh broken glass language~ sounds HE made. I used them to undo him. Here, only few know those sounds and just so I am starting over. A cub again, learning to walk and understand. But Mother said I should be here. ::
She steps back a few steps and sits again. Her large amber eyes watch Kacela. She seems to have forgotten that the Trader is listening as well ~The image of the new day’s light breathing color and warmth to a young cats coat is shared.~ :: I am Greets the Sun. You are the first I have truly spoken to in a very long time. ::