It's not a man. It was never a man, just a statue, just a piece of sick art.
But even this did not keep her from what must be done, and with nearly drunken steps, she scraped closer toward the body, jabbing the webbing between her thumb and forefinger against the edge of her nose.
"An appropriate choice?" she asked. "The family? For -- for preserving him? This?"
Noura prodded without fear; Gloria, however, dared a shaking touch against the coolness of the bruised cheek, and she hissed and drew back as if the death would crawl onto her skin, stain her, seize her heart in her chest and cease it from beating.
A cold lump of butcher-meat. A foul sack of skin. That's all -- that's all it is anymore.
"Part of it looks deliberate. Like -- like it were a man who cut the pieces away. A purposeful wielding of -- of a tool." That, at least, was what little she could gather with how violently her head began to spin with the stench of the opened body just beneath her chin. "But if it were deliberate, if parts of him were taken for--" food, to be eaten "--sustenance, then why the core of him?"
The heart. The pulpy, beating mass that gave life and essence; the organ that was missing here before them, leaving little more than a pinkish husk of inner ribs and coagulated soup where the plate of bone within had been broken and the heart, like some coveted gem, had been torn apart, removed--
"The skin, the meat, is -- is one matter. But the organs? Beasts consume organs. Stonebears and voorbears, they care nothing for the muscle and the flesh."
The girl was breathing quickly, shallowly, all too often diverting her eyes from the mass in front of them.
"I would sing a -- a song for him," she bleated, conscious of how peculiar it may have sounded. "A moment of peace for -- for someone lost in violence. A song to comfort him. A hymn."
Noura jerked up a thumb, wielded it like a blade, then drew it across her own throat. For a second's span, Gloria thought
red, red wax
might start pouring out of the other girl's neck as though she were some melting, bleeding candle; but it was just a finger, just a motion, just a little jest. Gloria ground together her own teeth, hoping to crunch down in little bits of glass and sand, but there was nothing there. Her eyes were distant. For a moment, she was lost. Thousands of leagues away.
"Would you," she asked Noura suddenly, "if you were hungry enough, eat the flesh of a man?"
A song to comfort me.
